*Sigh* Editing Book Problems

Ah, seriously! Today I couldn't help with my bad sighing. I have to edit my debut book before 2012, and before my third year in high school starts! And I have to enjoy my full literary life, as I have PMR (Junior High Evaluation) next year! I'm worried that damn exam could block my writing schedule, as I never plan to stop writing.

But I write something lately, and fail to finish it. Wait, I will finish it, but not in 2011 particularly. Probably next year. Yeah, yeah, I need to finish them, as I only want to be a writer. And for my mental/emotional health, I must write when I feel like my head is flooding or I will depress (no, this is serious, I'm not playing here). So there's no way I will stop writing fictions, eh?

But during the 2012 school break, I just write a lot of different stories ending up as unfinished drafts. I left two official writings; one ended in 14k words so far, and another one in 30k words. Which is so disappointing! I want to continue on writing those. And I think I will! But for now actually I just feel like not writing, but to edit my debut self-publish novel. I never plan to edit it previously, but thinking to abandon what a beautiful story for me is just like that, I think I have to edit the ninety-thousand words manuscript and reupload it at the self-publishing site. And then it will hit Amazon online stores, and Kindles! But recently, lately, I couldn't. WHY? Because of this one damn reality show.

Kyaak! The Running Man . It's a famous Korean reality game show which drives me crazy! If I'm giving a word for it, words like a quoted review from New York Times book review, it will be this:

"Funny and adrenaline pumping . . . The Running Man is the best and most original reality show I ever watched ever since I born."

From left to right: Kwang Soo, my favorite, favorite dumb-the funny way Running Man, and Joong 'Spartakook!' Kook, my favorite too, sort of like a favorite antagonist in a book, Jae 'Yooruce Willis' Sook, FAVORITE, Ji Hyo, the only woman there, Joong Ki, an-Oh-My-God cute boy that is so cute that you'll want to bite your lip until it's bleed, Big Nose Hyung, HaHa and KangGary

It's all my sister's fault. She's the one who plays it online, and I, stuck in between editing my work and watching this show. Oh my, seriously, it's addictive, and it's pulling you, and make you feel like you wanted to join them (especially SpartaKook. I want to stomp his hard and sturdy body on the floor if I'm in the show). Uh, you may not understand the hell I'm saying, but you just can watch the show and know what I'm saying. It's seriously hilarious. 

But so far I edit a lot of words already, and remove all crappy lines and added some hooking chapters. 

I guess that's all for this post. Wait, I'm going to post you stuff I didn't mention .